See, my friends just signed extras for some sentry duty problems during the deployment exercise when I was the CPS.
At this point I don't know how to react. I cannot fully rationalize the reasons for their punishment.
Should I start finding reasons to explain how it happened?
If I start trying to explain things, then I'll only end up pushing the blame around and getting more people involved.
Should I go down to the office to try and plead for their innocence and try to "tank" the extras for them?
If I offer to "tank" the extras, what kind of message am I trying to send across? Am I just trying to act like a hero?
The strange thing is that being the CPS, why am I not being punished as well? Is there a message my instructors are trying to send across?
See, people get extras in exercises due to my negligence. In operations, people might just die by my own doings.
This makes me question myself. Am I even ready to lead?
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