Disappointments

Today I broke my first goal in ETI. Before I came in to EOCC I told myself that I was going to make sure that I don't get my rifle stunned. I also told myself that I must keep myself from signing extras. I made a serious mess out of everything.

Today I made an attempt to be good in file. I think it was a good attempt but I'm still not quite up to my expectations. I will try harder tomorrow.

There are currently two other things I need to change: Frequent misplacing of my belongings, and talking too loudly. I shall work on those tomorrow.

I think today I somehow marred my instructors' impressions of me. I didn't know when to get serious, talked really loudly, interrupted lessons, started irrelevant discussions, got my rifle stunned and made a mess out of my practicals. I shall pull up my socks tomorrow.